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Tuesday, December 29, 2009 7:57 PM

Lost relationship?

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Ok... these few days, I feel further and further away

from my dad... I also dunno why =(

Like now he always goes to my sister

(not jealous or anything la)

I know...

I helped him very little

much less than my sister

but SO WHAT

I go there help him will become dizzy and stuff

you think i DONT WANNA HELP HIM MEH!?

so he'd rather have a lesser workload than

me being sick?!... oh well... if that's what he wants...

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Ok the story begins

These few days,

he talks to me...

It will only be like

"scolding", "commanding", "no more jokes"

It's very saddening for me to look back

and remembering our "happy days".

Where he used to "copy" my actions

HAHA VERY FUNNY ONE I TELL YOU

well...

well...

well...

well...

I really want the "relationship" back! ='(

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Next year would be even worse

cuz next year he don't need to fetch me to and from sch le

means "LESS TALKING"

OH JUST GREAT!!!!

AIYA... haiz... sian... diao...

-.-||

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Now I'm gonna change

CHANGE

the keyword for 2010 is

"CHANGE"

I need to be more outgoing in school

more fun in school

more friends in school

more everything!

ACADEMICS TOO!!!

MORE "A's"

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Now my sister is with my dad

and helping him "LESSEN HIS WORKLOAD"

TRUST ME

I have no grudges against my sister

she is like the best anyone could ever want

Now i have this feeling that

my dad don't want me as his daughter

and i always feel the "ODD ONE OUT"

when I'm with my dad and sister

They will just talk away

while i sit at the back and do nothing...

SHEESH LA!

I know I know...

he don't need to "WORRY" about my sister

cuz she now on the way as a "teacher" already

and she is on a scholarship and has allowance

EVERY MONTH

BUT HELLO!!!!

She is 5 years older than me

5 YEARS!!!!!

GOSH...

He can't compare me with my sister...

that's like UNFAIR

UNFAIR ya know!

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Ok this post a lot rants

but Just note that

i'm not "DONT LIKE MY DAD"

but just wanna be "CLOSER TO HIM"

And for this, I end.

LOVE,

JOCELYN

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The name is Jocelyn
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Born on 26th June 1995

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